Today is Day 8 of my 2-week course on Public Relations and we had a workshop on new media. Actually it's not that I don't know how to set up a blog. In fact, I already have an existing one. I just wanted to start afresh though, because I have been feeling rather down lately. Felt that I have lost myself completely and a bit disillusioned + disoriented because I simply don't have time for myself (or anyone else) anymore. While I know this is just a passing phasing, this time round it hit me harder than ever for some unknown reason. :(
And so I spent the whole day trying to pay attention to what the trainer was trying to say (it's really hard to concentrate when I have a laptop and internet connection right in front of me). The info was useful - but just not that relevant to me (yet). I would rather embrace new media for leisure and not for work.
And then we had a discussion on the group project that we are supposed to present to Big Big Big Boss and other directors on Friday. The topic is OK but I think I just didn't have enough energy.
Met Mr. Jang and his colleague for a brief (unplanned) dinner at Bugis Qi Ji before heading home to do work again. Mr. Jang is forever so full of energy. People called him "Mr. Funny". If I were like him and then maybe I wouldn't feel so grumpy all the time. Sigh. :(
And then I continued working and clearing emails till past midnight today... Mr. Jang called again to say goodnight while I was in the midst of an email. I gave him that impatient tone. And hence, once again, at the end of the short conversation: me -> guilty, him -> resigned.
And so, on this last day of my life, I wish I had done better and made the effort to be nice to people who really matter. :'(
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