Day 4 back in the office, and all the negativity is starting to come back again. But am fighting to keep it at bay, and remembering what I have promised myself. I hate it when I am negative, so I must really, really make the effort to manage it.
I had a long prayer with Mr. Jang the other day, asking for God's directions. I don't think we are lazy or fussy people but perhaps, we feel that something is missing. But having said that we will believe He will make all things beautiful in His time, we shall trust and not doubt.
The wedding of a childhood family friend over the weekend reminded us how blessed and at peace we can be if we have faith and allow God to work his way through us. Hence, moving forward, I will try to have more positive self-talk. :) I think I won't be able to stop the grumpiness immediately, but I hope I will be reminded, every time the temptation to be negative comes, to be appreciative of all the blessings that were given to me, more that I ever deserve.
Jia you jia you!
3 comments:
Jiayou jiayou! And in the meantime, keep an eye out for options. The feeling of accomplishing many things against all odds is one that is priceless & confidence boosting all at once!
its the post hol blues also la...takes a while but it'll get easier. and yes...give thanks n make a conscious effort to keep e positive energy flowing. have faith, but also gotta 'do e works' n pull urself outta it. sometimes stepping back helps, sometimes whining about it helps...whatever ur outlet is babe. will keep u in prayers!
hang in there...!
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SH: yes I will! Will continue to keep a look out and take one step at a time!
Hwei: I am forever in pre/post-hol blues la. Haha! But thanks for the prayers babe! Will jia you! :D
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